Evil Dark Mistress


The bean is an evil and dark mistress. I am talking about the coffee bean. I wonder if the goat that discovered it felt the same way. I always have a cup of coffee in the morning, and week before last I was feeling a little sluggish and I asked for an espresso shot to be added. It was good. The high had me giddy for a couple of hours. Next day, since the other shot was good to me...why not? I got it...felt good but not as good as the day before. That afternoon, I was out on the road picking up docs and I stopped at a convenience store for a Sobe energy drink. Then the sleep starting getting affected. I was hooked on caffeine. Wow, it's that easy. Good thing I never smoked crack. On Sunday I laid around the house feeling like crap, because I didn't want drink any caffeine and around 5pm I succombed to making some tea. I felt better within 5 mins. Well yesterday I was feeling bad for lack of sleep. I have been averaging prob5-6hours of sleep a night because I can't sleep past 7am. Last night was the final straw, I could not get to sleep till 4am. Now I have seperated my life from the bean. No coffee shop this morning and I am feeling sluggish. I dread the withdrawal. I did this before and I literally had flu like symptoms after about 5 days.